Just a "nother" story.
I feel lonely for sure,it's doleful deep down there. I think that I need someone to lay down on their lap. Four days later, I see my friend, just call her "rail". She is a girl (of course!). I know her about two years, but i've been her (best) friend about a year. Many things had happen to both of us. Since she feel cozy with me, and so do i. We've share many stories, about love, 'bout friends, 'bout life, and so on. When i need her, she'll be there, and when she needs me, i'll be there too, just like business I think. You give me something, i give you someother thing.
I just remember that we've been not talk each other for a week. Usually, when i forget about her, she'll call me, and also i did when she forget me. That saturday night (four days after part 1 story), i call her by cellphone. No answer. Then i hang around the city with my self. 30 minutes after, she send me a short-message-service. Here she said,
"What's up bro?"
"It's nothing, i just need you to accompany me, as usual we did. Where were you?" i answered.
"Uh, sorry, i gotta go with someother guy."
"Hah?Which guy?It's very rare i don't know 'a guy'...i thought you hang around with Dream, Fancy and others."
"Hehe, not with them this time." She answered some of my questions.
"Do you mind to tell me who's the guy?"
She don't answer this time. Try to rule out any posibbiliy, i stop in a small cafe. Ten minutes after she answer,
"What are you doing now?"
"Hey, you don't answer my last question, and now you ask me 'what are you doing?'...Who are you?You're not like Rail i know. Do you hide something?" i answer.
"Uh oh...which question?"
"The guy that tonight have a DATE with you."
"Ow that one? It's Romirt."
"What??? Romirt? Romirt Attna? Are you his girlfriend now?"
"Yep!"
"How come? You ever said that you'll never ever EVER love him?"
"Yeah...you're right."
"Oohh...so, my friend now take back what own has desspised."
"Damn you. Hehehe, i can't lie to my own feeling, Amn"
"Ouw..." i can say nothing now...
She'd forget her own word. Take back what her own has desspised. She know that i HATE hypocrite. And it's been a week she'd lie to me! And it means that she have been a week be a hypocrite for me. I feel so desperate this time, more than yesterday. That Ruaswig still hang around in my mind, then this Rail also playing with her inside this heart. No place to lay, no heart to take a rest, no thing...here it comes another PAINFULL IDIOCY , this time it called FRIENDSHIP!
I feel lonely for sure,it's doleful deep down there. I think that I need someone to lay down on their lap. Four days later, I see my friend, just call her "rail". She is a girl (of course!). I know her about two years, but i've been her (best) friend about a year. Many things had happen to both of us. Since she feel cozy with me, and so do i. We've share many stories, about love, 'bout friends, 'bout life, and so on. When i need her, she'll be there, and when she needs me, i'll be there too, just like business I think. You give me something, i give you someother thing.
I just remember that we've been not talk each other for a week. Usually, when i forget about her, she'll call me, and also i did when she forget me. That saturday night (four days after part 1 story), i call her by cellphone. No answer. Then i hang around the city with my self. 30 minutes after, she send me a short-message-service. Here she said,
"What's up bro?"
"It's nothing, i just need you to accompany me, as usual we did. Where were you?" i answered.
"Uh, sorry, i gotta go with someother guy."
"Hah?Which guy?It's very rare i don't know 'a guy'...i thought you hang around with Dream, Fancy and others."
"Hehe, not with them this time." She answered some of my questions.
"Do you mind to tell me who's the guy?"
She don't answer this time. Try to rule out any posibbiliy, i stop in a small cafe. Ten minutes after she answer,
"What are you doing now?"
"Hey, you don't answer my last question, and now you ask me 'what are you doing?'...Who are you?You're not like Rail i know. Do you hide something?" i answer.
"Uh oh...which question?"
"The guy that tonight have a DATE with you."
"Ow that one? It's Romirt."
"What??? Romirt? Romirt Attna? Are you his girlfriend now?"
"Yep!"
"How come? You ever said that you'll never ever EVER love him?"
"Yeah...you're right."
"Oohh...so, my friend now take back what own has desspised."
"Damn you. Hehehe, i can't lie to my own feeling, Amn"
"Ouw..." i can say nothing now...
She'd forget her own word. Take back what her own has desspised. She know that i HATE hypocrite. And it's been a week she'd lie to me! And it means that she have been a week be a hypocrite for me. I feel so desperate this time, more than yesterday. That Ruaswig still hang around in my mind, then this Rail also playing with her inside this heart. No place to lay, no heart to take a rest, no thing...here it comes another PAINFULL IDIOCY , this time it called FRIENDSHIP!
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Yep yep yep...second part is done. So, what do you think? is the guy an selfish? or it's Rail that selfish? And what will you do if you are the guy?
in this story, somepart is my real friend stories that ever said to me. then i put little fiction on'em. Please feel free to send comments.
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