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Just a story.
so, the story is about a girl (of course) and a guy (let's call this character with " i " to make it easier to understand)...let's call her ruasgwi...
i love ruasgwi...i knew her about 2 years ago, when we join an event that conducted by some guy called MEB. we gotta to "play around" just for their unnecessesary activity actually useless. ruaswig is not my love at first sight, maybe it's because the unreasonable actions that i gotta be accompany her for (atleast) two semester. almost everyday and happen every week. people says "love come from your habitual actions"...it's quietly right for me.
just talk in sunset-days...maybe that's a small thing...for her...but it become more painfull when she said, "i love someone"...else...then she began to tell every feeling that she has...everything....every moment, every meeting, every small thing that i'd never imagine before. she fall in love for sure. to make it more complicated, i make an imaginary question to her. "what if i love you for sure, what say you" i said.
"hahaha, i'll lough over and over again, then say that i couldn't believe my ear..hahaha" she answered.
then i just smile. since then i decided that i would never catch her anymore. maybe it's a lame decision. why don't you just say it for real to her, maybe she'll understand and have the same feeling as you. that's how a naive guy will thinking...i don't care what you said, it is me.
for a year later, i just talk to her as a friend, she think the best one maybe. yes it's hurt, but that's life. so bullshit. i try to manage it with other girl. closer and i feel closer to this girl. then i confess my feeling...this time she said,"thanks, be my friends is better."
some feeling inside me are angry, dissapointed, and i said again,"thanks for ever in my heart, we're still friend, but not like how we used to."
day after day, ruaswig return in my mind. that feeling also return. i never felt something like this before. girls are fro and go just like a movie. this feeling strongly remind me...do not shut your mouth! say it!
the next week i will say it, i decided. but, some news broke my heart again. i will not forget this day, July 1st in 2009, she have a boyfriend. start today, i'll say,"LOVE IS BULLSHIT!"
so, the story is about a girl (of course) and a guy (let's call this character with " i " to make it easier to understand)...let's call her ruasgwi...
i love ruasgwi...i knew her about 2 years ago, when we join an event that conducted by some guy called MEB. we gotta to "play around" just for their unnecessesary activity actually useless. ruaswig is not my love at first sight, maybe it's because the unreasonable actions that i gotta be accompany her for (atleast) two semester. almost everyday and happen every week. people says "love come from your habitual actions"...it's quietly right for me.
just talk in sunset-days...maybe that's a small thing...for her...but it become more painfull when she said, "i love someone"...else...then she began to tell every feeling that she has...everything....every moment, every meeting, every small thing that i'd never imagine before. she fall in love for sure. to make it more complicated, i make an imaginary question to her. "what if i love you for sure, what say you" i said.
"hahaha, i'll lough over and over again, then say that i couldn't believe my ear..hahaha" she answered.
then i just smile. since then i decided that i would never catch her anymore. maybe it's a lame decision. why don't you just say it for real to her, maybe she'll understand and have the same feeling as you. that's how a naive guy will thinking...i don't care what you said, it is me.
for a year later, i just talk to her as a friend, she think the best one maybe. yes it's hurt, but that's life. so bullshit. i try to manage it with other girl. closer and i feel closer to this girl. then i confess my feeling...this time she said,"thanks, be my friends is better."
some feeling inside me are angry, dissapointed, and i said again,"thanks for ever in my heart, we're still friend, but not like how we used to."
day after day, ruaswig return in my mind. that feeling also return. i never felt something like this before. girls are fro and go just like a movie. this feeling strongly remind me...do not shut your mouth! say it!
the next week i will say it, i decided. but, some news broke my heart again. i will not forget this day, July 1st in 2009, she have a boyfriend. start today, i'll say,"LOVE IS BULLSHIT!"
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that's the first story about my friend. will you said that the guy stupid? or just the girl(ruaswig) can't understanding someother feeling?
please, feel free to send comments...
-GBU-
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